Insight Out

As usual..it starts with morning alarm..i try to keep it based on my daily lyf feelings..these days i have "hum kis gali ja rahe" by atif..a few snoozes n finally gettin ready in a hurry..thinkin of unbearable heat if the ofc bus is missed.. 8:15 am: i head 2 my ofc bus stop..n d sun is almost out bt still a bit of cool breeze makin lyf possible..thinking a dull and mundane day it would be…i am still confused and fighting with myself…rushing through the busy roads trying to get my ID card out of bag as i m almost close to the stop..i started waiting 4 d bus 2 come..ppl around waiting in the long queue for the pool car or one of those dull PMPML bus to arrive…people give a strange look at the messy me…i wonder..why is it always so difficult to decipher their thoughts?? what is so bloody bothering them?? i can be messy..i can drop all my things on the road…but what has that gotta do with them?? i observe tht the queue breaks as soon as a box like vehicle arrives…people stacke...

I adapted this title from the song I heard recently and found much related in my profession. I am not exactly d emotional person ..neither am I expert at face reading..bt atleast I can understand those well whom I know personally n connect well. n I would call myself lucky on that..as people tend to lose these abilities workin in IT..and the same I try to put it in words here.. 13 april 2011...as i make an attempt to understand the human nature..i felt that the absence of person who touches most aspect of your daily lives can create a huge void..d one difficult to fill in...n this happens time and again in IT that you miss someone whom you feel like talkin to..sharing the funniest of moments and the hardest of time..d one wid whom you have the closest of ties...you get selfish for a moment..you want the time to stop and not let the person go..bt again at d very next moment u being the wellwisher want the best for them.. This change being the part of lyf..u tr...